I'm exhausted

I'm just tired of having to take care of you when it really should be the other way around. You are so selfish that you don't even notice what you're doing to me. I feel so freaking screwed up from having all these responsibilities over my back, so having to worry about your sanity, on the top of everything, is just a lot to take. You are perfectly sane, so why are you trying so hard not to be? Why do you need so much attention all the time? Why do you have to make so much drama for every single thing? I feel so bad for wanting to avoid you. For loving you so much. I feel awful for feeling this way about you, but I can't help it. I hate that you are naive, I hate that you never think about consequences, I hate that you trust people you shouldn't trust and never hear the ones you should hear. I hate that you behave like a child most of the time. I hate that you dragged me into this mess. Stop acting like I'm mean to you, you are not the victim here, I'm the victim here. Gosh, your weakness drives me crazy! And I have to act like nothing is going on because you keep threatening me and I can't stand your drama. You're ruining me, can't you see? It's your fault that I can't trust you. I wish I could trust you and rely on you. But I can't because I know you will let me down again. See, sometimes this unconditional love deal is just way too exhausting. Please, don't let me down again.