You are not there for me

You said so many times that you would be there for me. I remember you telling me that you'd always be there when I needed. But I needed you yesterday and you weren't there. I need you right now. I need you so many times, you have no clue. I need to hear your words, your thoughts. I need you to tease me like you used to. I need you to love me like you did before. But it's now so clear that you are no longer willing to be there for me, because you are never there when I need you. You are not there when I have good news to share, and you are not there when something makes me sad. You don't send me birthday wishes, you don't show that you care. You just don't care and I'm tired of wondering. I'm tired of missing you too much, of crying my heart out when you hardly deserve. You lied to me and now you seem so very selfish. I quit.