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I know I deserve it. I've done that too. I've been just as heartless as you. And I'm pretty sure I'd do the same if I were you. So I totally deserve to be in the other side for once. To be the one who is left, and not the one who leaves. To be the one to feel devastated every time I pass by your place wanting to drop by but knowing that I can't anymore. I'm now the one who is not supposed to have expectations but does anyways. I hate that I no longer have a place to run away to. I just wish I could go back to making nights out of days, to making days warmer and smoother. It feels like there's no one to pull me out of the water when I'm struggling to be able to breathe. I loathe you because I'm no longer demanding on you, no longer telling you exactly what to do, so I can't deny that I'd be just as selfish as you are. I know that and I'd rather not miss you. I promise you, I'll be just fine without you. I just hope that will be soon.